Last day of the rest of my life
I wish I would've known
Cause I didn't kiss my mama goodbye
I didn't tell her that I loved her and how much I care
Or thank my pops for all the talks
And all the wisdom he shared
Unaware, I just did what I always do
Everyday, the same routine
Before I skate off to school

But who knew that this day wasn't like the rest
Instead of taking a test
I took two to the chest

Call me blind, but I didn't see it coming
Everybody was running
But I couldn't hear nothing

Except gun blasts, it happened so fast
I don't really know this kid
Even though I sit by him in class

Maybe this kid was reaching out for love
Or maybe for a moment
He forgot who he was
Or maybe this kid just wanted to be hugged
Whatever it was
I know it's because

We are, We are, the youth of the nation

Little Suzy, she was only twelve
She was given the world
With every chance to excel
Hang with the boys and hear the stories they tell
She might act kind of proud
But no respect for herself
She finds love in all the wrong places
The same situations
Just different faces
Changed up her pace since her daddy left her
Too bad he never told her
She deserved much better

Johnny boy always played the fool
He broke all the rules
So you would think he was cool
He was never really one of the guys
No matter how hard he tried
Often thought of suicide
It's kind of hard when you ain't got no friends
He put his life to an end
They might remember him then
You cross the line and there's no turning back
Told the world how he felt
With the sound of a gat

Who's to blame for the lives that tragedies claim
No matter what you say
It don't take away the pain

That I feel inside, I'm tired of all the lies
Don't nobody know why
It's the blind leading the blind

I guess that's the way the story goes
Will it ever make sense
Somebody's got to know

There's got to be more to life than this
There's got to be more to everything
I thought exists

Morphia - Long Lost

I float away over a sea
Surrounded by darkest mist
Dark colours all around
And nothing left to see

But still I try to find my way
Where should I go 'cause I don't know
I point my eyes towards the sun
And hope it guides me to my goal

The darkest grey is high above
Will tear apart and drift away
The deepest blue soon will appear
And the light will start to shine
Where darkness was now light will be
And then I see what's around me
But still I try to find my way
Where should I go 'cause I don't know

My journey now goes on and on
And while it lasts
I see all those places
Some I like and some I don't
Some are frightening
And some are the most beautiful

But still I try to find my way
Where should I go 'cause I don't know
I point my eyes towards the sun
And hope it guides me to my goal
My destiny, what is that
Who am I, What should I do
What's my goal, my destiny

I'm
Long
Lost


das beschreibt wahrscheinlich am besten was ich denk

P.O.D. - Ghetto

I believe that this world believes in love (x 2)

We might never really agree
On anything about the lives we live
Between you and me. So differently.

We don't always see things the same
We should agree to disagree
If we meet at love we can work it out

chorus:
I believe you and I will overcome
I believe you and I believe in love

Whether you think I'm so confused
Or if you feel the way I do
So don't give in to this hate within

Living in this world of pain
Don't let it bring you down
The world is a ghetto

Wer sich die letzte Zeile gesungen anhört wird sonny zustimmen...

P.O.D. - Anything right

So much to say so little time for me, to explain the way I feel
You only see, things the way you want to see them(you want to see them)
It makes sense to you all these things you do
You’ve got it all figured out while everyone is confused
How do you do it? (how you do it?)
In your mind I'm just blind
You're right all of the time
If I think for myself, I guess I'm way out of line
I'm not who you are
I'm so sorry (i'm so sorry)

chorus:
I can't do anything right (right)
You don't know me, stay out of my life (life)
Kick me while I'm down, I want you to
I can't be like you
Don't want to be like you

I can't do anything right
You don't know me, stay out of my life
Kick me while I'm down, I want you to
I can't be like you
Be like you

No matter what I do it's never good enough
I give all that is me; still it's never enough
So, why try? I give up.
What does it feel like to be in your shoes
And walk over everyone like you do?(you)
Take me down again, I want you to. (want you to)
You're lovely, so beautiful and(so beautiful)
You're perfect in every way.(every way)
Your interior rusted and I'm so disgusted
Can't trust it. You're busted.

Meine Zeit steht in deinen Händen.
Nun kann ich ruhig sein, ruhig sein in dir.

Du gibst Geborgenheit, du kannst alles wenden.
Gib mir ein festes Herz, mach es fest in dir.
Sorgen quälen und werden mir zu groß.
Mutlos frag ich: Was wird Morgen sein?
Doch du liebst mich, du lässt mich nicht los.
Vater, du wirst bei mir sein.

Meine Zeit steht in deinen Händen.
Nun kann ich ruhig sein, ruhig sein in dir.

Du gibst Geborgenheit, du kannst alles wenden.
Gib mir ein festes Herz, mach es fest in dir.
Hast und Eile, Zeitnot und Betrieb
nehmen mich gefangen, jagen mich.
Herr ich rufe: Komm und mach mich frei!
Führe du mich Schritt für Schritt.

Meine Zeit steht in deinen Händen.
Nun kann ich ruhig sein, ruhig sein in dir.

Du gibst Geborgenheit, du kannst alles wenden.
Gib mir ein festes Herz, mach es fest in dir.
Es gibt Tage die bleiben ohne Sinn.
hilflos seh ich wie die Zeit verrinnt.
Stunden, Tage, Jahre gehen hin,
und ich frag, wo sie geblieben sind.

Meine Zeit steht in deinen Händen.
Nun kann ich ruhig sein, ruhig sein in dir.

Du gibst Geborgenheit, du kannst alles wenden.
Gib mir ein festes Herz, mach es fest in dir.

Disciple - Can't Breathe

As I lie here thinking
Can't think of one good reason
For what I've done to you
I've seen both sides

I can't move and I can't breathe
I can't love and I can't speak
I can't trust and I can't run
I can't wake and I can't sleep

Immortal Souls - Man of sorrow

Another lonely afternoon.. I just wait for tomorrow;
With longing and sorrow.."

The cloak of night ends the day;
Leaving me in the darkness.
As these memories come to seal my fate..

I am the man of sorrow;
I invite you to my pain.
My lonely eyes reflecting;

Ich will nach Hause...

as i lay dying - illusions

how could i go back...
back to the life
where i lived amongst the dead
those who have forgotten how to feel
and become slaves to memory
and wishful thiking

how could i go back
to live amongst the dead
those who imprisoned beauty

Morphia - Emptiness

Floating thouhts
Like drifting clouds
Empty eyes
Like deep dark nights
Thoughts of sorrow
Thoughts of lost
Returning memories
Drowning my mind

Once they walked with me
And shared my hopes and dreams
My laughs, my cries
They are now far away
Living in an endless paradise
They created an empty place
Waiting to be filled

And I try to fill that empty
Place in my heart
I'm trying and trying
To ease my mind
My dreams, my wishes,
My longing, desire
They torture my thoughts
Day and night, and not by sight
They are somewhere
Will I ever see them again
Once in time

Tears falling down,
I follow them falling
Until they fade away
Like my loved ones
I have much to tell
I have much to show
I have much to give

Tears falling down
They leave behind emptiness
Tears created fears
Drowning my mind
I still feel that aching loss

A place inside my heart is empty

Wish everything didn't happen to me
All I want is faith, love and happiness

saphena - schatten

Schau in mein Gesicht
Mehr Schatten als Licht
Mehr falsch als wahr
Mehr trüb als klar
Doch keiner sieht es
Keiner will es


Man sagt du willst
Siehst es und fühlst

the fear is what keeps us here

Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this cant be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now hes gone

cause you hate yourself
and you hate this world
and you hate the fact
that you hate every moment
that you hate yourself
and you hate this world

what is all this
i can't believe that this is what my faith was for